so..i stayed over my nigga house for 2 days.
i havent been home much & its exactly what i needed
cause i one point i was having TOO much time by myself.

but anyways we was bored as shit earlier so she invited her little
friend over "girl he sexy" yada yada. he comes HES OKAY but lightskinned
& he need some height. we sit there bored, yours truely ALWAYS have to
entertain peoples friends since i like to talk and joke around. so i do
get them laughing. he stayed for like 2 hrs maybe. at the end he left
and texted her like "yo tell her she look good i wanna talk to her whats her #?"
lmaoooo this girl get mad im like "i dont even wanna talk to him hes not all that cute" so shes goin off like "i shoulda never let him come over here omg i hate fake ass niggas how he gonna wanna talk to you tell him to delete my # i dont even wanna talk to him no more" girllllll ONE dont show your jealousy to noooo kinda female
im pretty sure he thought yall was just friends, im pretty sure he was just tryna fuck because of how you put yourself out there and im pretty sure you're you never told him you wanted him. Claim what you think is yours. He was like ' i aint even trippin ' lmaooo. I mean ima just converse with him i dont wanna talk to him like that just for company cause im needin some these days. STUPID FUCKING BRYCE!
thats all i really fuck with males for, company, to chill..i dont want a relationship niggas dont know how to be straight up. plus, this is Indianapolis..no.


Some girls need to know the game cause she falls for it all the timeee. She get too attached and i always think "they gonna get tired of her ass soon" cause she so clingy. Its soooo sad when females have to reel in dudes by starting off convos about sex doing this and that cause at the end they just thinkin you a quick fuck and thats what you making yourself out to be. Girl they dont be wanna try to talk to you on a "She can be wifey tip" that rarely ever happens these days. I see girls do it to themselves all the time and i'm just glad i never put myself into that 'oh that bitch gonna get played' or 'i know i'm about to play her' position, cause i tell them upfront "if you just wanna fuck just say it and dont waste time tryin to get to know me cause i might be on the same shit" which i dont..but.. you know. So glad im not naive to relationships and dont trust any damn body but myself & him. "I think like a nigga so i dont get played like a bitch" as ignorant as that sounds its real as hell. Ive been vulnerable once and i was 15, NEVER again will i be played more than that, ever, trust.


im happy.