I find it amusing that im this big "mystery" to everyone.
No one can get a straight answer out of me - even my parents.
HONESTLY, i dont feel i have to explain myself to anyone about
anything, ever. "I dont get you" alot of people say. Nigga, GOOD.
Keep it that way. I dont get me either.

& LMAOO@ THIS nigga.Its really cute though.
How you go to me then straight back to her. I find it weird at the same time
though. Like DAMN that was quick. Its only been twice though, maybe its just
a coincidence? A big one. I find it now difficult to believe that just maybe
you were talking to her still that whole time. Its pretty obvious, actually now.
And you know what? I feel soooo stupid for opening up and being some niggas
back up plan. Thanks for my boo for opening my eyes. Lol that was so many weeks ago
but i just really sat down and thought about it. No way am i still stuck on it but..dang, homie! Maybe i'm delusional somehow or another. I've always felt i was in competition with some bitch i could NEVER compete with (as far as feelings go) just because your love for her was beyond your love for anyone else. Thats also funny on soooooo many different levels. Bullshitter, please. And to learnnnnnnn she be talkin madd shit behind your back? To some nigga? lmao ;[ and sometimes WITH that nigga? Maybe she was on some bitter shit, some venting shit though so i wont say nothing. Well..lol too late for that. I mean shes a female, females do that. Cant say i ever have though, you know..forever hold you down on some "who? him naw hes a really good guy" type stufffff. Who cares about all that now though?

Keyshia Cole looks too pretty on her "Trust" video, as well as Monica! The short hair cut is cute on her. Them big tattoos on they arms though. Ladies, ladies..
Dont look right with dresses/"classy clothing". Beautiful ladies nonetheless.

Im tryna see the Beyonce - Ego video. Cant seem to find it though.

I was suppose to be lying next to him today, this morning. BUT MY PLANS ALWAYS TURN AROUND ON ME BECAUSE OF MOMMY DEAREST. It was my second time letting him down. "I knew something like this was gonna happen" awww ;[. Next time, i'll just wait until i know for sure, for sure if something can pop off.

Lol, omg. Now i'm bout to be home all day everyday. I usually dont be home until later on the weekdays for sometime now. I'm really bout to go out my mind. Im tired of myself!