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Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ Sunday, May 03, 2009
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I havent been in the mood and i really was about to change my mind..it was coo nothin special. drove around, friend from the ghetto ass Ft. Wayne, IN was down. She is WILDDD. And my redbone Teale and..my cousin. skipped what we did. lol@ my attention span. i just stopped and started pickin with my nails. two of em are off. i wanna take the rest of em off but it hurt like shit. i'ma DEF do that tonight. omg, i forgot all about a perm. call that ho when i'm done with this. "I'VE RIDDEN LIKE A SOLDIER, PUT NOTHIN BEFO YA.... " Seen my boobie, havent seen him in a while. Came to my cousin house at 12? when we arrived back there to an empty house, old folks went clubbin. Bout time they got back he was still there, had to hide him in the downstairs bathroom with me. My cousin was scared as shit and me and him was like " WE GOT THIS!" making fun of her, how fast her hurt was beatin, dyinggg laughing and she got shitty. Never met such a scary person. We waited til they went to sleep for him to leave, but..he never left, he didnt want to and i didnt want him to cause i was BORED and all the other ladies were either sleep or going to sleep. fuck was i gonna do? so we went out back on the bench, after talking for like an hour in the house. and talked for like 3 more hours. not to mention it was cold. and we were really lookin retarded. him layin on my lap all bundled up... outside..in pajamas. I had on shorts and a hoody. oh, freeeeeeezing. so i snuck him back in cause i couldnt take it anymore. we layed under the covers on the couch and whispered some more in the dark. It was cute, i guess. Tried to feed me this bs of how he still loved me..he promise not to talk to anymore girls if i dont talk to anymore boys. which, please i'm not gonna do. cause Shanae aint no fool or dummy when it comes to mind games. Him - "I knew you was a player ever since that one night". Totally changed my ways. I told him i didnt know what he wanted from me cause we were just friends. Of course he went on and on about that. He got irritated cause i wouldnt kiss him, just folded my lips like i always do to avoid a kiss. We fought, well..i fought him he wouldnt hit me back and its irritating cause im wayyyyyyyy playful. "If i hit you back its gonna hurt". so he left when it got light outside around 6am. He texted me when he got home "Thanks for checkin up on me" didnt know i was suppose to, grown ass man, dawg! Fell asleep texting him back. 3 things he told me i was, that i hear from every male i have ever talked to. -i ride/rode for him through everything, im different from all other girls, and im difficult. awwz. I will always be down for anyyy boy i fuck with if they dont play games with me. Just how I am. Comes from being hella close with all my male cousins. He gets to talkin this baby shit again. And im just..ugh..NO, Bryce..No. I do want kids, everybody knows i love kids. but two crazy ass people tryna raise a emotionally stabled, sane, child? LOLL. specially his burglary, spent time in jail, bipolar ass. Nah, boo. Even if he was sane, he wouldnt be the one. NOWWWW. I'm home. Ready for I KNOW an already stressful,tiredful (im not on firefox is this a word?), bullshit week. Cant wait til this month is OVER. This aligned shit is gonna be all ugly once this is posted and i shol aint fixin it so. BOOP. |
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