In the back of my mind all I can fathom is how much I'm gonna miss him.
And just because I'm cryin don't mean i'm the victim.
It's just that i'm too scared to let him go cause some other chick might get him.

It's my fault, should've never put my heart in my minds position.
I start pullin' out Tupac hits telling me to keep my head up
And R. Kelly picks about when a woman's fed up.
Cause I was down with him for so long, that I didn't think I could get up…
Till one day I got tired of sleeping on pillows my tears had wet up
And realized that life goes on....
And even though he didn't choose me, that doesn't make him right nor wrong
and just because he was the epitome of my life doesn't make me wrong nor right.

Chick is baaaaad.
;(


Only can receive calls cant text or read text i'm getting.
Aint this bout a bitch?
got a new oneeee. replaceable #2? my stepdaddy payed
for most i just payed $84. Im like really? yay. So i didnt
go half broke buying a phone this time. Little ugly shit though..kinda.


Pregnancy dreams i found out are a sign of new growth well..theres many
different interpretations. Maybe you are - which..uh, no.
or "A dream of pregnancy may signal renewal in terms of relationships;
this can be through the ending of one and the beginning of another."

I just think it was because i watched The Game 2 hours before i went to sleep
and Melanie and Derwin thought they were pregnant. hmph.