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Monday, April 20, 2009 @ Monday, April 20, 2009
hmph.
Va Friday since Sunday..ahh. took a thousand and one pictures. seen family i havent seen since i was little. My babies got sooooo big and my little one think she is so grown. I think they all hit at that stage at age 6, right? It was the twins (my mother/her sister) bday Sat. we went to Red Robins and i secretly told the lady that it was their birthday. So they came with the little desert and sung happy bday. It was cute. everyone was like "who did that?" looking clueless. I have a brilliant mind. Returned home back to the bullshit. Promise as soon as i walked in the house all these negative vibes - then i was unhappy for the rest of the day. I have issues out the ass and i'm extra dramatic about them.
Paintinggg <3 Wow. I really never liked it until now..I do it all the time and im actually good at it - aint no suprise. It relaxes me. That sounds so cheesy but it is sooo true. Takes my mind off everything. Music and that at the same time. I have no stress. I dont use my abilities much and i know that but i guess thats fine. "Hidden talents", right? Dee told me i need to get out and do something out of the ordinary and out of doing things that i HAVE to do to get my mind off things. So i shall =] Its scary when i talk to him we ALWAYS end up like "damn what am i gonna do with my life?" Its hilarious. He calls me depressing =[ and i dont even try to be ! Friday - Obsessed comes out. Yesssss. Dion is gonna take me, but right now i'm feeling like i dont wanna go & I dont wanna stand him up with his lightskin self. But i NEED to, this will be good for me. I'ma do that and maybe go out to eat with the girls. Its gonna be 80 degrees so i plan to stay out all night. Ugh, i need this so much. Life & Relationships just aint for me. I fell back on my talkingtoeveryboy shit and fell on my ass. Now i'm bored! Life is all just a setup that i dont wanna be apart of. How emo is that? Not on no suicide tip but on something where i just dont wanna do anything. Cause when i die..i dont need a job, a college degree, or money...or boyfriends. Hell. |
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